FIVE DAYS... i talked about everyone else... i forgot the most important thing... my NEW SCHOOL!!! i am so excited.. and i only have one more driving lesson and about 2 hours driving with a policeman ... or police woman i drove with this one woman, she is from georgia, but i have ohio family that talk just like her and she told me that no one usually can understand her, but she was glad that i could... i've already driven 2 hours with her, wich sucked because i am usually in the company of crazy guys, why would i want to be in the company of an insane woman? so, i asked for a different guy, and who did i get? BRIAN ELLIOT.. MY IDOL!!!!!! he runs a radio station from his laptop... the first guy to do that in my little niche of the world... he is so amazing.. he was playing the radio when i was driving and we were singing along to all of the songs, except the one's that directly talk about sex, that would be awkward, since he is married and has 3 kids.. and is 12 years older than me

um.. hello?... oh right... this section is all about me......... i've been reading alot, studying up on the medical treatments and procedures, and my mom is great, other than being obese and taking this medication that makes her feet swell i've been fucking around in my garden, we got 18 quart of green beans already and 13 quart of tomatoes and 5 lbs of sweet corn.. my parents were trying something new.. ew... but they bought these peppers and my dad ate one.. it burnt up his mouth, throat and he went outside later and he sweat, and absent mindedly, he rubbed the sweat off and exposed his skin to the remenants of the pepper his blood pressure is nothing compared to the horrible peppers... i need to find out what kind they are..... my sis is going off to the University of Cincinnati on september 16th right now she's either bitching about me or her job or she's really happy and get this, she'll actually help with the dishes!! i know!! my brother is being tortured by my grandfather... my grandfather had Josh painting the roofs of his BARN... dangerous and meaningless... i dislike my grandfather my dad says that we do his whim out of respect i curse myself for being stupid.. not respectful....

omg... they changed this around so freakin much!!!! it's kind of exciting... i'm sorry to all of my friends.... and i am really upset that i haven't gotten my acceptance letter from my school yet.. i don't know what i'll need for classes .... i'm pretty sure that they will let me into their lab... otherwise, i'll have to torture them hehehehe... anyway.. my siblings are torturing me alot... i'm so done with my sis.. she'll be gone, to college on my mom's b-day... yayayayay... i'm pretty sure that my mom won't like that specific present, right away... but i'm also sure that she'll come around to my side of the matter....

i will be on occasionally.. i can't chat, and i can't listen to jango... is sucks ass... anyway.. i don't have very much at all to do, this summer, except learn to drive, dream about the money that i don't have, listen to the radio, and study up on nursing...

i'll be on possibly at my aunt's house and any time (which i never know...) between 10:00 and 4:00 at the library...

so, leave me notes and stuff... i'll try to answer them all.... well... bye... <3 i send much love to everyone...

ug... i just found out that chatting isn't allowed... piss off, my town librarians!!!!!! eat this...(hack, hack, hack)....